I CREATED A WEBSITE

So I decided to make a website
I took it upon myself
On my day off to do
something great
and productive so
I made a website

It’s nothing special
and it’s created on the wix website

Which is a great site
if you would like to
start a website completely for free
It’s really accessible
and really easy to use
so I recommend to anyone
who wants to give it a go
then go check it out

LINK HERE
My Website

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Today I Feel So Strong

Excuse me for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so down
caught in the middle

I’ve excused you for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so down
caught in the middle

And a lion,
a lion roars would
you not listen?
If a child,
a child cries would
you not forgive them?

Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong

Excuse me for a while,
Turn a blind eye
With a stare caught
right in the middle
Have you wondered for a while
I have a feeling deep down
You’re caught in the middle?

If a lion,
a lion roars would
you not listen?
If a child,
a child cries would
you not forgive them?

Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong

Excuse me for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so down caught in the middle
Have you wondered for a while
I have a feeling deep down?
You’re caught in the middle

Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong

A Tale Of Two Poets

So my fellow WordPress buddies
The day has finally arrived
I will be posting exerts
from my new
Youtube Channel
collab with a slam poet and
Fellow Youtuber who is from Hungary

So the first video will be coming soon
And I will be blogging
all poems from the channel
I’m very excited bout this
My poetry has been very private
and Like most people
I have had a shit couple of years
And relationships and
now this a my time

To introduce you all into
The crazy mess that was my life

But this is not just for the 2 of us
on the channel it’s for everyone

Writing is the best way to
release feelings and emotions
and I am trying to encourage
others to do the same
And join us
And share your words with me !!

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I ADMIRED YOU

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I admired you
I looked to you for guidance
I fell for you
Over and over again
And
I thought you loved me too

I have you my body
My heart
My soul
But you threw them away
You took everything away
And left me to rot in my shell

Hearing those words
from your mouth
Hurt more than a
Blade of a dagger
Piercing my heart !!

I hate you for making me love you
I hate you for leaving
And
I hate you for not being there for me

You left me all alone
With no reason why
Or an explanation

For years I have shunned
Every guy I meet
Who comes around my life
No relationships because
I still loved you
The one guy I found to replace you
I didn’t want anymore

I single handedly
Buried my emotions so deep
Not even I can dig myself out
My heart broke
Ripped out in anger and hate

WITHOUT YOU

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Without you
I just sit around
Wasting my life
But
When we were together
Every minute felt too
Important to waste
I tried to be the best person
I can for you
I tried to make you feel special
I did everything in my power
To make you happy
And give you all what you ever wanted

And all I got in return was
Heartache and pain
And a heart so black
Not even the colour could match
the most deepest parts of the ocean
Unseen by the human eye !!

A LONG TIME COMING

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HELLOOOOOOOOO !!

I AM SO SORRY
I HAVE NOT WRITTEN ANYTHING
FOR SO LONG ITS CRIMINAL

LIFE HAS BEEN
QUIET AND HECTIC
AT THE SAME TIME

I HAVE JUST GOT BK OFF HOLIDAY
A GLORIOUS WEEK OF WORK
IN THE NEW FOREST
IN HAMPSHIRE
IT WAS AMAZING AND RELAXING

IT WAS MY 2nd TIME
OF DAILY VLOGING FOR MY
YOUTUBE CHANNEL
I GOT TO DO VIDEOS EVERY DAY
AND GOT TO DO A BIT OF WRITING
SO I WILL PUT A LOT OF POSTS
IN ONE DAY ON HERE
I AM WRITING THIS
ON MY LAST DAY AS

I HAVE HAD NO SIGNAL OR
INTERNET FOR A WHOLE WEEK
ITS BEEN A NIGHTMARE
HOW DID WE EVER LIVE
IN A WORLD
WITHOUT THE INTERWEB AND
MOBILE PHONE THINGYS !!

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They Say Good Things Come In 3’s

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They say good things come in 3’s

I recently bought my 2014 diary
As I need one to fill in for all
The different shifts I do at work
And started plotting my 2014 events in it

There is so much I wanna do in 2014
And I need to start planning now
I have 3 holidays booked already
Which is really exciting
And gives me something to look forward to
Epically the one in October as it is my yearly trip to Las Vegas
Which I can’t wish away the year for
So it comes quicker

2nd is a big family holiday in April
We have hired a big log cabin in the woods of the new forest
With all the mod cons and a hot tub on the deck outside which is really
Exciting we stayed in one last year and it was AMAZING

I’ve got 3 weddings this year
My good friends Andy and Harriet are getting married in May
And the big wedding
In august of my brother and his fiancée
Which will be a long weekend

In all my YouTube madness I created them a
Save The Date wedding video
Which was sent around the web
Link below if you fancy watching

#savethedate #weddingtag

So I’m hoping that 2014
Will finally be the year that I get lucky and
Find a partner 2013 was a disaster
So im hoping if good things come in 3’s that the 3rd date I have of 2014 will be a good one
Of course for the people that read my blog
I always do a date night special blog after the event
As 9times out of 10
They are bad
Or
The guys are awful
Or
The date is awful

So here’s to 2014
I hope everyone has a great year and
Love reading everyone’s blogs on here !!!

What Is L-O-V-E ?

What is L-O-V-E

I love bus journeys a lot of people don’t
But it gives me time to reflect on things
And think a lot
With just my earphones in and my trusty iPhone
I seem to come up with some of my philosophical moments

Question of the day ?

What is love ?

What’s is love ?
Have you ever experienced it ?
What does it feel like ?
How do you know ?
Who can tell you ?

You here these cheesy stories of people
Who say that it was
Love at first sight but

What is love at first sight ?

I can safely say that in my 30 years on this planet
I don’t think that I have ever really experienced true love
I love my family as most people do
And I love my friends but
I don’t think I have ever been with that one person
That made my heart skip a beat
Or made me feel like a better person inside
Or whatever love is meant to make u feel and do
When your in love they say that you just know !!

Know what ?…….. Fill in blank here ……..

Any way I promised I would write more blogs so here is today’s one
If any one an help me find the answers then let me know !!

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Rewind On 2013

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So I’ve been very very bad recently
I can safely say I have not wrote a blog for a month
I feel like that this month that is December
Has been a wild wild month
and I could say that I have not had the time
I’d probably be lying but
It’s true
I have been totally flat out with work
And
Trying to get a social life
And to build my personal life

Twitter
YouTube

People that have read my blog in the past will
Have read all about the shady dodgy dates
The one night stands
And the morning after awkwardness

But as the year is closing in
and a new one beings in 4 days
I have decided to try and do a little recap
of the last month and the last year in a short space

I have spent the year reconnecting with old friends
Which has been amazing
Trying to find someone who will take me out on a date
Or even go out on a date with me !!!
There has been some doozies

I started the year caring for my nan
Visiting everyday as she is not well and is slowly loosing her memory
Which is not nice for anyone to experience
It has had its funny moments
And then the not so fun times

I had a 6 month we’ll deserved break from work
And joined the ranks of a franchisee group
Which has been great work and have met a lot of great people
all over the south cost of England

I’m not gonna lie
I’ve been doing a lot of YouTube videos
Not that I’m some big star
I have 14 subscribers
But I do enjoy making them
Some are funny
Some are embarrassing
I recently hit my 1st year of making videos on YouTube
So I put a little karaoke video up as a treat
it’s had like 60 hits so someone has had a laugh over it

Any way reeling it in now
2014
I hope is gonna be a good year
2013
Was ok but could have been better

The pictures I have added are just a few highlights
from nights out with friends and family
I hope you enjoy !!

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Give You What You Like

HAVE MORE BEAUTIFUL
WORDS EVER BEEN SPOKEN

Please wrap your
drunken arms around me
And I’ll let you call me yours tonight
Cause slightly broken’s
just what I need

And if you give me what I want
Then I’ll give you what you like
Please tell me
I’m your one and only
Or lie
and say at least tonight

I’ve got a brand new cure for lonely
And if you give me what I want
Then I’ll give you what you like

When you turn off the lights
I get stars in my eyes
Is this love?
Maybe someday
So don’t turn on the lights
I’ll give you what you like
Emotions aren’t that hard to borrow
When love’s a word
you’ve never learned

And in a room of empty bottles
If you don’t give me what I want
Then you’ll get what you deserve

When you turn off the lights
I get stars in my eyes
Is this love?
Maybe someday
I’ve got this scene in my head
I’m not sure how it ends
Is it love?
Maybe one day
So don’t turn on the lights
I’ll give you what you like
I’ll give you what you like
I’ll give you one last chance to hold me
If you give me one last cigarette
By now it’s early in the morning
Now that I gave you what you want
All I want is to forget
When you turn off the lights
I get stars in my eyes
Is this love?
Maybe someday
I’ve got this scene in my head
I’m not sure how it ends
Is it love?
Maybe one day
So don’t turn on the lights
I’ll give you what you like.

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