A Tale Of Two Poets

So my fellow WordPress buddies
The day has finally arrived
I will be posting exerts
from my new
Youtube Channel
collab with a slam poet and
Fellow Youtuber who is from Hungary

So the first video will be coming soon
And I will be blogging
all poems from the channel
I’m very excited bout this
My poetry has been very private
and Like most people
I have had a shit couple of years
And relationships and
now this a my time

To introduce you all into
The crazy mess that was my life

But this is not just for the 2 of us
on the channel it’s for everyone

Writing is the best way to
release feelings and emotions
and I am trying to encourage
others to do the same
And join us
And share your words with me !!

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GOING UP IN THE WORLD

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SO TODAY MARKS THE DAY IN WHICH I HAVE DECIDED TO TAKE THE LEAP INTO VLOGGING

I WILL STILL BE POSTING ON HWORDPRESS AS I HAVE BEEN USING IT FOR MANY YEARS BUT I HAVE BITTEN THE BULLET AND JOINED ALL THE SOCIAL MEADIA NETWORKING SITES YOU CAN IMAGINE

I WILL POST THE LINKS BELOW AND IF ANYONE WANTS TO CHECK THEM OUT OR FOLLOW THEM

THEN PLEASE FEEL FREE TO DO SO THE MORE THE MERRIER

OR SUBSCRIBE TO ME ON HERE OR ALL THE OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA SITES

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Holiday Blog Day 5

Today was a great day
We entered the adult darts tournament on the site me mum and Matt
Matt and mum made it to the quarter finals I made it to the final !!
But unfortunately I lost miserably
And to a guy who
was obviously a professional
I could be one of those guys
who blamed it on the tools
eg the darts
as I didn’t have my own
and he did but I won’t
I played well with the pub darts and proud that I got to the final !

From there on Thursday was our day At The Races day
At Fontwell Park
Ladies Day
Great day was had by all
the sun
Was burning all day
We all dressed up
dresses for the ladies
Smart dress for the men
I even wore a tie !!

20130816-001556.jpgsome pics of the race day

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Entry ticket

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My only winning ticket of the day
I was going to try and add a video but
It won’t let me it wants $55 to do so
So I think that’s a NO !!

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Little pic of the ladies from yesterday that I forgot about so added it today

Overall a really good day but was very tiring
Nan true to herself
was in too form as usual
She didn’t win any money but she had a fun day she kept forgetting which horse she picked even though she had the slips in her hand every race !! LOL

So with just 2 days left of the holiday it’s drawing to a near and that means that work is fast approaching
At warp speed and that can’t be good I get home Saturday afternoon then work 9am Sunday morning !!
Ahhhhhhhh Boooooooooo!!

Tomorrow is our last night here
So we’re getting shitfaced the
Vodka jellies have been made and they are string as hell Bingo and banter will be tomorrow oooo and the pool tournament and a French boules tournament so that will be fun !!

Signing off for the night !!

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Holiday Blog Day 4

Well I have not got much to report from yesterday the internetvwas down on the park so couldn’t do my blog yesterday

We went to Chichester yesterday to the market to find out that it is all the same people at the market that were at the last 2 apart from about 4stalls so that was a bit of a let down

We walked through the town and there was nothing else there apart from this quote

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Answers in the comments below if u know what it is ??

Sober came home and had another BBQ my cooking is just that good so I cracked open the red wine and started to cook

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I didn’t take the pic on the BBQ
In hindsight I should have so I will do on Friday

So tonight’s entertainment was wrestling now I have never seen seaside town wresting and after seeing the so called professionals on TV do it
I didn’t hold my hopes up to much

It was very entertaining
The kids loved it

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The compare in the ring

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Wrestlers fighting
Not the greatest of pics but just to show

So the best news of the day was the Chalet they are selling holiday chalets on this site so we went and had a look at them !
WOW!!

They are pretty amazing the are
Massive like the size of bungalows
And very spacious and modern

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Front Room

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Kitchen

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Outside decking

You get the picture they were bet nice

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Dining area

So we went to bingo and did the usual arcade bit for a while and got another haul of tickets we got bk to the caravan and chilled out for the evening !!

Holiday Blog Day 3

Well today was an eventful day as usual
We started if the day playing badminton
With the rackets which we won yesterday in the arcade

What a let down that was
I didn’t expect much from them but cheap tat and they werewothin 30 seconds the cock was so light the first hit it landed on the roof if a 12ft caravan
Cut to me climbing up on the roof to get it down
We played for a bit longer to to no avail it got worse and worse they were terrible so we left them and decided to head out and hit the town

Today was the day of the big swim
The swim in the sea on Bognor seafront
We went round the market stopped of for a pub lunch
In The Regis then decided to go for a dip
It was choppy and windy and were wavey but we went swimming and nan mum and Matt stood on the shore watching us from a distance

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Next we headed bk to the caravan
and take an afternoon siesta
in which we planned
our night out to include
jelly shots
booze
bingo
and
Arcade gambling again

A great night was had
my brother won the jackpot on a
Spongebob SquarePants machine

which gave him enough tickets
to get a blue cupcake
shaped money box for nan
Pic below

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Afterwards we decided to get out
the casino table
and play roulette
and craps
was a cracking night

NAN WAS ON FIRE
WITH THE ROLLING
A 25 RUN WITH OUT LOSING
cleaned the bank (Matt ) right out !!

I was the croupier
The hostess with the mostess

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So now it’s 1:04am
and now on twitter
just checking a few things
before I go to bed !

It might sound crazy !!

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It might sound crazy

I know this sounds really crazy but I lay there night after night watching all these films and I think to myself the struggle and lives that people lead
I watched a film called
prayers for bobby
and it really puts things into perspective for life in general I never really had anyone to talk to properly about being gay
There are millions of people out there all in the same boat and having someone to talk to and listen to you can really make a difference
I never really talk to people about my life is it because I’m scared to maybe but there are so many ways out there for people too and I fel like I need to do something bout it
I journal my life and write every feeling and emotion I feel down for people to look back on in the years to come
I don’t try and maybe that is my weakness
Why is it so wrong ??
It’s not I think but
I don’t take the time out to do anything about it
I just can’t seem to get a focus on anything and why cause I never had anything to focus on
being wrapped up on others things life
work
and friends
I have missed the biggest part of my life
I am approaching 30 this year and have nothing to look back on and think that I made any real contribution to the world in any way shape or form and there are people out there fighting everyday
Whether it being
human rights
The right to marry
The right to be with the one you love
But in an unforgiving world it is an up hill struggle ?

Staying in most nights is probably not good for you or socialising with people gay people like myself has kept me sheltered
is it the scaredness of a person enough to make things better ?

I Suppose blogging everyday is a good way but if no one reads or hears about it then what is a person to do ?
pack up and move away run and hide from problems or doing something about it
as I write this I have all the best intentions of trying to do better for myself but I know that within a couple of days or weeks it will be a forgotten piece of writing drifting about in the ether somewhere

Where is the logic in that ??