I CREATED A WEBSITE

So I decided to make a website
I took it upon myself
On my day off to do
something great
and productive so
I made a website

It’s nothing special
and it’s created on the wix website

Which is a great site
if you would like to
start a website completely for free
It’s really accessible
and really easy to use
so I recommend to anyone
who wants to give it a go
then go check it out

LINK HERE
My Website

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Today I Feel So Strong

Excuse me for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so down
caught in the middle

I’ve excused you for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so down
caught in the middle

And a lion,
a lion roars would
you not listen?
If a child,
a child cries would
you not forgive them?

Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong

Excuse me for a while,
Turn a blind eye
With a stare caught
right in the middle
Have you wondered for a while
I have a feeling deep down
You’re caught in the middle?

If a lion,
a lion roars would
you not listen?
If a child,
a child cries would
you not forgive them?

Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong

Excuse me for a while
While I’m wide-eyed
And I’m so down caught in the middle
Have you wondered for a while
I have a feeling deep down?
You’re caught in the middle

Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong
Yeah, I might seem so strong
Yeah, I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong

A Tale Of Two Poets

So my fellow WordPress buddies
The day has finally arrived
I will be posting exerts
from my new
Youtube Channel
collab with a slam poet and
Fellow Youtuber who is from Hungary

So the first video will be coming soon
And I will be blogging
all poems from the channel
I’m very excited bout this
My poetry has been very private
and Like most people
I have had a shit couple of years
And relationships and
now this a my time

To introduce you all into
The crazy mess that was my life

But this is not just for the 2 of us
on the channel it’s for everyone

Writing is the best way to
release feelings and emotions
and I am trying to encourage
others to do the same
And join us
And share your words with me !!

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I ADMIRED YOU

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I admired you
I looked to you for guidance
I fell for you
Over and over again
And
I thought you loved me too

I have you my body
My heart
My soul
But you threw them away
You took everything away
And left me to rot in my shell

Hearing those words
from your mouth
Hurt more than a
Blade of a dagger
Piercing my heart !!

I hate you for making me love you
I hate you for leaving
And
I hate you for not being there for me

You left me all alone
With no reason why
Or an explanation

For years I have shunned
Every guy I meet
Who comes around my life
No relationships because
I still loved you
The one guy I found to replace you
I didn’t want anymore

I single handedly
Buried my emotions so deep
Not even I can dig myself out
My heart broke
Ripped out in anger and hate

WITHOUT YOU

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Without you
I just sit around
Wasting my life
But
When we were together
Every minute felt too
Important to waste
I tried to be the best person
I can for you
I tried to make you feel special
I did everything in my power
To make you happy
And give you all what you ever wanted

And all I got in return was
Heartache and pain
And a heart so black
Not even the colour could match
the most deepest parts of the ocean
Unseen by the human eye !!

What Is L-O-V-E ?

What is L-O-V-E

I love bus journeys a lot of people don’t
But it gives me time to reflect on things
And think a lot
With just my earphones in and my trusty iPhone
I seem to come up with some of my philosophical moments

Question of the day ?

What is love ?

What’s is love ?
Have you ever experienced it ?
What does it feel like ?
How do you know ?
Who can tell you ?

You here these cheesy stories of people
Who say that it was
Love at first sight but

What is love at first sight ?

I can safely say that in my 30 years on this planet
I don’t think that I have ever really experienced true love
I love my family as most people do
And I love my friends but
I don’t think I have ever been with that one person
That made my heart skip a beat
Or made me feel like a better person inside
Or whatever love is meant to make u feel and do
When your in love they say that you just know !!

Know what ?…….. Fill in blank here ……..

Any way I promised I would write more blogs so here is today’s one
If any one an help me find the answers then let me know !!

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This Week #youtubechannel

Well hello there everyone
It’s been a couple of weeks since I wrote anything

As it’s a new week
So here’s a new blog entry

I have had a boring week last week
I started my YouTube channel
where I have put a few videos
but not got that far with it yet

So Monday I went out for
a meal with a friend
and had a really nice evening
and a few drinks
I worked the rest of the week
Thursday night was pool night
but ended up having to work
and Friday was a
double shift all day
so was boring
also
Saturday was a good day
A good friend came to visit
and we spent the whole day together with his 8yr old son
we had a great day out
caught up with some friends
and then Headed back to mine
where we had drinks and BBQ in the garden till late
it’s was great and today is now Monday it’s 1:26am
Sunday was a blur
I worked 2pm till close
so lost most of the day

It might sound boring
And that I work too much
But that’s my life at the mo
I have 2weeks to go until the big day
And I’m regretting every moment of it

My hair is falling out rapidly
So I decided that
the day after my bday
I’m gonna shave it all off
as I prob won’t have it much longer
😦
http://www.youtube.com/user/StephenH83

Here’s the link to my YouTube account check out some videos and subscribe if you like
The quality of videos will get better and who knows my weekly review videos starting you might get a feature in it if I follow your blog on WordPress

I don’t have many subscribers yet but I’m hoping to at some point !!
Any way
Peace out people
Blogg ya soon !!

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Holiday Blog Day 5

Today was a great day
We entered the adult darts tournament on the site me mum and Matt
Matt and mum made it to the quarter finals I made it to the final !!
But unfortunately I lost miserably
And to a guy who
was obviously a professional
I could be one of those guys
who blamed it on the tools
eg the darts
as I didn’t have my own
and he did but I won’t
I played well with the pub darts and proud that I got to the final !

From there on Thursday was our day At The Races day
At Fontwell Park
Ladies Day
Great day was had by all
the sun
Was burning all day
We all dressed up
dresses for the ladies
Smart dress for the men
I even wore a tie !!

20130816-001556.jpgsome pics of the race day

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Entry ticket

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My only winning ticket of the day
I was going to try and add a video but
It won’t let me it wants $55 to do so
So I think that’s a NO !!

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Little pic of the ladies from yesterday that I forgot about so added it today

Overall a really good day but was very tiring
Nan true to herself
was in too form as usual
She didn’t win any money but she had a fun day she kept forgetting which horse she picked even though she had the slips in her hand every race !! LOL

So with just 2 days left of the holiday it’s drawing to a near and that means that work is fast approaching
At warp speed and that can’t be good I get home Saturday afternoon then work 9am Sunday morning !!
Ahhhhhhhh Boooooooooo!!

Tomorrow is our last night here
So we’re getting shitfaced the
Vodka jellies have been made and they are string as hell Bingo and banter will be tomorrow oooo and the pool tournament and a French boules tournament so that will be fun !!

Signing off for the night !!

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The Hammer Of The Gods

This is just a little post
At the arcade last night
I smashed the high score on
The Hammer of The Gods
Machine
Test ur strength
It was quite funny all this working out must be paying off or I’m just
Really strong ?

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Can’t actually tell of the pic is any good it was on my phone !!

Holiday Blog Day 4

Well I have not got much to report from yesterday the internetvwas down on the park so couldn’t do my blog yesterday

We went to Chichester yesterday to the market to find out that it is all the same people at the market that were at the last 2 apart from about 4stalls so that was a bit of a let down

We walked through the town and there was nothing else there apart from this quote

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Answers in the comments below if u know what it is ??

Sober came home and had another BBQ my cooking is just that good so I cracked open the red wine and started to cook

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I didn’t take the pic on the BBQ
In hindsight I should have so I will do on Friday

So tonight’s entertainment was wrestling now I have never seen seaside town wresting and after seeing the so called professionals on TV do it
I didn’t hold my hopes up to much

It was very entertaining
The kids loved it

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The compare in the ring

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Wrestlers fighting
Not the greatest of pics but just to show

So the best news of the day was the Chalet they are selling holiday chalets on this site so we went and had a look at them !
WOW!!

They are pretty amazing the are
Massive like the size of bungalows
And very spacious and modern

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Front Room

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Kitchen

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Outside decking

You get the picture they were bet nice

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Dining area

So we went to bingo and did the usual arcade bit for a while and got another haul of tickets we got bk to the caravan and chilled out for the evening !!