These Times Are A Changing

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The time is now

That’s it the time is now
I have 5 months to my 30th bday and I’m not going to be the same person as I am now
the drinking
the smoking
the being single
the unhealthy ness
in my whole life has to end
I have 5 months which is a good enough time scale to sort myself out and be in a good place
for when the big day comes
I also am going to finish
how to play guitar
as its something
I have been pitting of for a long time
I have put my song writing behind me for so long and it’s something
I feel passionate about
I can’t sing for shit
but like my writing I feel so much better when I get these thoughts out of my head and onto paper !!
So let it be said from this day
it is a whole new me
a whole new chapter to write about and a purpose in my life !!
So stayed tuned onto this blog and come with me on my journey
And let’s see if there really is a path to happiness

Give it some time
Give yourself hope
give yourself something to look forward too
If not ill give u mine
Cause I don’t need it anymore !!
Don’t put all your eggs in one basket just incase it drops and breaks !!

I tend not to wear
my heart on my sleeve
as it hasn’t got me very far
in the past
I try to fit into
so many different stereotypes
and I seem to fit none of them

To quote a very famous lady
Songwriter and singer….

“I can’t make you love me
if you don’t
I can’t make ur heart feel
something it dont want
So here in the dark
In this final hour
I can’t make u feel something that you don’t feel !! “….

No more true words have ever
Been spoken

Regaine For Men

Regaine

Well I finally bit the bullet and started a hair care regime for my god awful hair loss problem it has been 16days so far of using the product it takes up to 8weeks to show any loss of hair or growth and up to 16weeks for signs of the product working

I downloaded the app and its a very good app you can record on it pictures for hair growth over the stages of the treatment and gives you hints and tips for your life in general

I just hope it works or I think the baldness will start to kick in more and will be bald before I’m 30 which is really really soon and not looking forward to the idea of it !!

Regaine for Men

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Regaine

Well I finally bit the bullet and started a hair care regime for my god awful hair loss problem it has been 16days so far of using the product it takes up to 8weeks to show any loss of hair or growth and up to 16weeks for signs of the product working

I downloaded the app and its a very good app you can record on it pictures for hair growth over the stages of the treatment and gives you hints and tips for your life in general

I just hope it works or I think the baldness will start to kick in more and will be bald before I’m 30 which is really really soon and not looking forward to the idea of it !!

There’s No Place Like Home

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Well Am now sat on the train in Lincoln waiting to go home bk to Eastbourne it’s wierd
cause I regard both of them
as my home
I only lived n Lincoln for 2years
but it just feels right when I am here
I suppose it’s where I bought my first pub and set up the business base
there the people I met
the friends I still have now,

The many drunken nights and fights
all just seems to put things into perspective
if I could move back
I would in a heartbeat
but its just not the right time in my life but one day it will be and I will be up here quicker than u can say boo !!

It’s been so good seeing everyone
this weekend and hanging out
on the right side of the bar for once
I only came up for a day
for a wedding and stayed
3 bloody days
when im here
I just can’t seem to leave the place !!

It’s wierd out of all the places I have travelled there are certain places that just seem to feel right inside and lincoln is one of them

Anyway it’s been a good time and now I’m sat on the train for 5hrs to get home then bk to work Tomoz 😦 booooooooo

Oops I Did It Again

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Well that was a bit silly wasn’t it not too long after posting my last blog I forgot that it was linked to my Facebook profile and guess what I just had a shitty DM from the guy I was out with the other night and to top it off he now knows what I said
OOOOOOOPPPSSSSS !!!

Oh well it’s out there now and not much I can do about it !! Lol
Chalk that one up to one of life’s little mishaps !!

That should prob be enough to keep me off the dating scene in a long time here’s to 2014

My Life In The Last Week

I’ve not blogged a lot in a while
I have been a busy boy
Life has been out on the back burner
to concentrate on work as usual
new job as a KFC franchisee manager is taking its toll there
is a lot to learn in such a little time
but I’m getting there
hopefully in a couple of weeks
I will be taking over my new store
which after finished building
will be truely amazing
June the 10th is the big day
so who knows
I’m keeping everything crossed

I finally plucked up the courage and went out on a date my first one in 4yrs
What a disaster he was a nice enough guy but as the evening progressed it started to go down hill
People may think I’m horrible but you know when u just wanna get up an excuse urself to go to the toilet and then climb out the window to escape
Well that’s what I did
I felt really shitty and horrible but it was the only way I thought out how to get out of the situation I could have seen it through to the end and just not saw him again but I took the cowards way out and left him in the pub !!

If u ever read this then please know I am really sorry I did txt him the next day but never got a response back !!

Also in news this week we celebrated my mums bday at home and had a big BBQ garden party for her the weather turned out to be horrible and windy but a good day was had by all beers burgers and sun for most of it was nice seeing all the family and friends again!!

Well that about suns up my week last week more to report soon

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